currently,badan rasa mengeletar,anxious,mengigil.
i can't sleep when thinking bout what just happen beberapa puloh minit yang lepas.
i just...
speechless.
knowing that one of your close friends openly said that he hates me.
it not like close lepaking together or whatever.
but we always chat and shared problem together.
recently i do realize that the way my collegemate look at me,so undefinedable.
bukan nak sacartic,tapi tertibe jari ni tertekan status ni.
*dodol memang ada sentap ngan bebudak juniour yang dodol g menumpang kelas diowang.
but lain yang dipikir lain yang jadi.
then daus komen.
ni comment dia.
perh.
xtau la dia nak melawak ke apa.
like seriously masa tulis terima kasih tu,badan dah mengigil.
rasa takut giler.
i do feel like i'm the worse person in this world.
like seriously,kalau dodol bukan islam.
i will hung myself.
i'll never thought that someone yang i can trusted hate me,like so much.
seriously i din't not what is happening behind my back.
tapi jujurnya,tolongla explains
aku bukan nak publisiti murahan,tapi nak kepastian jer.
few sem ago,i got harrast by my own roomate.
smpai tukar2 bilik.
but now,dah jadi mcm ni.
i feel like i'm the worse person in the world.
and feel like i'm not worth to have a live.
macam nak cakap kat mak,
mak,tolong cekik kim masa baby bagi mampoih buang,dari kim dok sakit ati orang,dok pedajai orang.
i can't barely sleep,thinking and wondering apa la silap aku.
minta maaf sangat kalau aku pernah sakitkan hati korung ker.
sapa2 yang pernah kenai ngan aku.
i'm not perfect aku pun bnyak error,kowt aku pernah terkasar ker terkata.
maaf sangat2.
terasa mcm aku ni lex luthor.
jahat paling keji dalam Superman.
xpun macam joker musuh ketat Batman.
entah la.
*please anyone dak2 KUIS yang follow blog ni,please explain apa yang kurang dan silap kat aku,insya-allah aku akan berubah.
it not fun to be a bad person,seriously.
