12 June 2010

mengapa eh??

yo,
just wonfering la weh,
yaarkks!
why i love to think negative in every perspective or situation in front me.
why i always think im a loser?
why i must do someting stupid+anoyyig to atract and get attention by other,and in the end of the days,
people talks shit back to me.
i always merendah diri.
xda keyakinan.
kuat merungut.
main bnyak.
damn,what the hell is going on with me..
 im totally freak out with myself.
im not that kind of person dulu,masa high school.
im strong,nakal,out spoken,loveable by people,
now i always make myself sick.
why2,why im still negative even now.
damn,i need..
MUHAMMAD SAADATUL MUSTAQIM BIN SAAD.
not dodol,not sa8,not hujan,not eton.
sepatutnya saadatul mustaqim=kebahagian berkekalan.
i never feel like that,ati x tenang,try very hard to look fine,but im not.
im afraid to take chances,to jump of the edge,to b someone that i dream off.
to many things yang nak di-edit.
to many things yang nak di betulkan.
sick!!!
why im emo,rrrrrr..
xda permulaan n akhiran.
if i keep thiibgking and think.
i can b insane,sewel.
YA Allah kuatkan la hambamu ini,menempuhi dugaan-Mu.
amin.

10 June 2010

im a gleeek!!

ha3,funny kowt rasa,
i guess cerita ni makcik2,pakcik.
hakak-hakak,ker ponen2 layan,
ha3 im totally wrong,n i just wondering why does this drama can caught lot
trophy mase golden globe.
there must b some X over there kan?
so few days ago my friend say,hey i got GLEE
episode 1;pilot
utill 13;sentional.
n guess what?
i enjoys every moment,every script.
everything.
when i look at Kurt i feel proud,he is the most collest GAY man..
ha3!!
well mercedes..
"im beyone,i ai'nt kelly rowland"
u go diva!!!
n finn n rest,kureng la.
x menonjol.
but one things yang i think make me more interested.
they give peluang 4 handicap mcm artie to join them.
ok glee not 4 loser.
they just 4 art lover.
i love glee,although my writing right now..
dosent have any angle any kronologi.
eden hentam jer yop,ni ayat kelua dari ati.
ati pandai ker nak cipta drama indon 400 episode.
ha4.
after all,their cover in GLEE..
so AWESOME..
walaupun bnyak yang lagu pakcik2..
ha3,blur sekejap.
tapi lama2 dengar,wah i can sing along tooo!!!

*i wish malaysia have their own GLEE,byangkan nyanyi lagu wing,search kak remelah,siti,yuna,n other AJL past winner  n kena cover se-awesome-tooo the fullest.
yau,seperti terkencing berdiri smbil terasa di sorga!!

07 June 2010

Shontelle - Impossible Lyrics

to prevent my blog ni berkepuk-kepuk!
bersawang,na amik la,nyanyi loud2.
smpai putus urat tekak pun x pa.
one of R&B yang agak layan la didengar tengah-tengah malam.
filing2 sedih ker down ker,good la dengar time2 nieh.

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did